every day i wake up with a lot of anger in my heart, it just the way i am, angry. i wish for certain people to die sometimes/most of the time including myself. every face i see i feel contempt. i see people with problems as a burden.i make jokes, the type that make you laugh but i was actually giving my opinion about a person. when you tell me your problems, it feel amused by it. but in return i will help you solve it. so you will always come to me and tell me all your problems and i laugh at them inside. Ü i don't know why but i just do... Ü

but every day i greet people with a loud "good morning" and i sing as i walk. i give good advices to people who need my help (especially my friends). every time i step in a room that i hate (work and home), i show my best game face and BE all enthusiastic.

i wish people would keep their disease(hate,anger,negative vibes) to themselves like i do. when i do this, people treat me better. they smile as i smile. i try my best to keep my emotions checked and it has helped me and my loved ones a lot.

"you are who people think you are, and not what you think you are"